My not so positive attitude

So, here I am at work...again. Even though we were counting down to May 5, part of me was still hoping for an April baby. Every night I get my hopes up because my contractions increase. Every morning I wake up and glare at the clock. I never have been a very patient person. It is doubtful that that is going to change any time soon. I appreciate Jon, who is trying to help by coming up with something fun to do together every night to occupy our time. Last night we went to dinner and rented a couple movies.

Oh, and my not-so-morning morning sickness hit again last night. Holding out to the very end.

OK, enough pessimism. If I don't go into labor today, I get to go to Jenni's graduation party tonight. CONGRATULATIONS JENNI! You made it! I still admire you for finishing your masters. By the time I finally got done with my bachelors...nothing could have made me keep going! Congrats again.